worker ant

in that my ant feeling

today for the end of it,

after having that battle of mine

impossible for me to complete

of carrying this easy (little) thing

limited my power of being

none knows to say anything

let´s raise shields and swords (Lord´s)

New responsibilities in the Lord´s mission appear to be coming upon me. As it happened before, I dont feel prepared and I am not. But as it happened before, I want to have my eyes fixed on Jesus and let him do the thing. I just want to be ready to work, fight, endure and do my atmost as if the issue of the whole strugle depended on me alone... and to have the faith to believe, knowing that the whole sturgle depends only in Him.

My faith is growing, and it is doing so together with other new skills I think the Lord is providing to me.. I want them all to be only for his glory, by the way, I am sure He is going to glorify himself in this stage.

Can we solve the problems confronting us?

Well the answer is an unequivocal and emphatic "Yes."

Tonight I am writing just before starting a meditation time. A time not only for praying, but for thinking, hoping, planning, and more... Tonight I am going to analyze some of the variables that come upon me and my life... Variables that I myself dont know how to handle, because life, in last days and months have been so fast... that in this moment I am starting to feel lost, I am starting to feel the future unknown.

Well, may God bless this time.

Learning Blender 3D

I have about 5 days reading manuals and tutorials (well, one manual and one tutorial) of the Blender3D software. It has been boring and difficult, although obviously it would be worse for someone who does not understand 3D working and software. Well, in the same line, I am planning to learn QCAD, Planner and maybe take some 2D-Software courses (dont know which).

Those are not all my plans of course, I am working in the line of fishing my Thesis and the start of SpazioAlto Architecture... well, I need to learn a lot, study, draw, design (including a website), marketing an so on...

GYM!!

today it was my first day on gym... in the last months i have been refusing to go because I wanted to save the 200 Cordobas fee, it is about $ 10.53 dollars. However, yesterday I was meditating and concluded it is a good inversion, so that I am planning to go two months and after

that to register at the boxing school... my goal now is to gain about 12 pounds, now my weight is 130 pounds.. after I reach that weight (142 pounds) I want to learn boxing.

That is going to be the only “extra” activity in present times, I have changed my schedule so that I may finish my thesis as soon as possible.

first day on english course

today it was my fist day in the english course Juan Carlos paid for me at Corner Stone Academy. what I can see now of the academy´s style is: do it yourself approach, leadership training approach, excellence approach, things that anyone find right...

on the other hand, I am not sure of the efficacy of some methods, for example, too mucho memorization, few writing, and well, I do not know if I will have enough time to study and that way reach their standards.

priorities of the present time

My time now is being shared in a complex way between some activities and tasks. The priority number one is supposed to be my thesis … mmm well, it’s not my thesis, and it should be my relationship with the Lord… when I say “my relationship with the Lord” I am talking about the Sunday´s mass and the daily prayer time, of course it is not only those things but also all my life, because I have to do my best to do his will in everything.

Tomorrow I will have to start dealing with the new situation on the domestic affairs, because the girl was helping us with renounced yesterday; so that we are talking about: cleaning, cooking and washing clothes… then exercise, some software learning (architecture-related) and other tasks, including those of the DGI business close.

I have been practicing English and French myself, but yesterday, after a little discussion, a friend of mine paid the first level of an English course, because He is convinced it is better than the one I took in American Nicaraguan School. That course (Corner Stone Academy) is famous for its student´s development in talking skills in a fast way; well, I will try to profit this opportunity.

Priorities:

1. Relationship with the Lord
2. My family
3. My Thesis
4. Domestic Affairs
5. English and French
6. Software Learning

All glory and praise to the Lamb of God.

image: http://www.arts.ualberta.ca/~sayer/changed%20priorities.jpg

new year comes with some changes

New year comes with totally new activities, interesting changes, and of course, learning, and sometimes learning includes some pain... however I am very happy with new things that are coming...

I am in already in Nicaragua, yesterday I have been in Managua´s Alcaldia for the continuation of my old business close (has been a large process), then I have to go to DGI for the most difficult part.

I have also been in UNI (yesterday), my university, and I had a conversation with Architect Uriel Cardoza for some advices on the start of my thesis, I talked him about the topic I want: The Design of an Architecture School... He was excited about it and I hope, Architect Pablo Medrano, which I am planning to be my tutor, love it too.

I went to "Preselección Empresarial", a jobs agency and started the process for getting inside their database.

At the end of the day I went to Ciudad de Dios´s worship assembly, I was invited to a birthday for today.

For the Blog, I am writing a very mmm... let´s say interesting article, which is about some tips on initiation in Christian Community Life, based on my own experience and others. There will be about four chapters, starting with my own story and then with general tips. I am trying to be enough open, so that this may be useful for people which call from the Lord may be different from mine. I do really love all kind of christian catholic communities and hate every kind of attacks that we are sometimes tempted to throw each other. Probably the articles will be in spanish, but I will try to translate them into english and french.

Some plans for 2008:

1. Spiritual growth.
2. Thesis.
3. Learning how to drive.
4. Girlfriend.

trip to Miami

On Sunday December 23th I am going to the United States, coming on January 11th.

I am planning taking all buses, trains and so on, so that I may know the city of Miami as well as possible (I already have a map).

I have also a lot of homework, the Architectural Design of a hotel and another one, thats why I am going with my laptop.