Today I was looking at my MSN chat history. I found some old conversations with a girl that used to be my friend. I think it was a good frienship, nice chat sessions, interesting conversations..., but now we are not friends anymore.
I can say with no doubt, that this broken relationship is my fault. I didnt do the things right. In a moment it became difficult for me to behave properly, in situations that came upon our relationship.
Her decision to quit our frienship was right and wise. I was honestly not able to be a good friend for her anymore.
When people look at me, most of the time they think that I have a great ability to control my feelings and emotions. That is far from the trust, in reality the most difficult thing that I need to change in order to become a better human been and a better christian is the control of the effects that my emotions have in my behavior.